The Fight
We didn’t mean it to happen
It started in the worst situation
the resentment, the hatred, the envy,
the anger, the tears; the truth, the past
the present. Words spoken in haste
pain going through your mind and heart
like a knife razor sharp.
It hit right out
you fired straight back,
the grief came after
It was quiet and realistic,
the blows of one to one resentment
the hurt of all the years of envy,
the guilt for just wanting to be
the anguish, frustration of just wanting to be heard,
To know that the clock may never go back,
It can’t be stopped even if we try really hard,
for love has always kept the weakest and the strongest
feeling alive,
No matter , it happened, we came through it,
did you understand?
I did, I realise, I know, I am still confused
still in pain,
the anguish, the frustration of just wanting to
be Me!
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