My musings with my soul…..
It feels like I have not written for months with out being disturbed, distracted or totally distressed.
I feel like my writing has been quashed by my reality of life around.
The past months have been huge mixtures of emotions, stemming from the love of a tiny child, to the passing of a dear friend.
And so it goes on, I would how ever lit to share with you my new found confidence, along with some wonderful spiritual experiences.
Without breaking a confidence to which I uphold with my sitters, unless given permission.
The personal experiences I have encountered are becoming stronger and more profound.
Being in this wonderful semi retired stat is aiding my spirituality.
A good few weeks ago, I decided to pluck up the courage and hold a spiritual night in a local pub that had a private room.
It would be my first group meeting, with open messages from the microphone. This was to raise funds for a young courageous man who is about to embark on a huge ‘journey’ by having an operation to remove a brain tumour. (This is scheduled for 25th November)
I was quite nervous, yet after some meditation I felt a little calmer than normal when with too many people.
In my meditation I used some wonderful crystal I have inherited from someone held dear to me.
On waiting in the bar for people to arrive it was such a blessing because. I got to feel the vibration of the room.
There were about 20 people all mixed ages so it felt very comforting.
My opening address was about my first large audience I ever experienced. It went down well as laughter vibrated bringing a link to spirit closer.
I thought oh how lovely the atmosphere became relaxed.
I then went onto to give each message as best I could. Some spirit
not actually getting a link to one specified person in the room, only to discover two people had loved ones with the same name but offering two completely different memory links!
The night went really well and doing the hour was enough. I had a friend who sold raffle tickets and also collected all the donations made. I was so thrilled with the night itself; there were some really lovely people.
I felt I had made a gigantic step forward. Being in a room, which brought me outside my comfort zone I felt had broken a barrier, from the fear I had carried.
Having anxiety attacks and feeling fear in large groups is not easy to overcome.
Yet I am achieving mini milestones every day.
A couple of weeks after this group meeting I had a booking in Castletown, this time I made the journey by bus alone, my first journey in over a year outside my home area.
I got to the bus stop in the beautiful square and took some photographs on my phone to record this huge event in my life, then a lovely lady came to pick me up to go to her house, I have to say I am glad she did because my sense of direction is not what it used to be!
The sitting went extremely well, and I feel I have made some new friends again.
Since then I have had a steady spirit flow. I am giving my worries to God and my angels, each night I ask for sleep to bring me rest and recuperation.
I have encountered some wonderful spiritual dreams, some I would call spirit visitations with my dad, others of a more spiritual nature.
I am so pleased my dad has visited me in times when I may have been stressed with my family life. He seems to bring me a re assuring smile and telepathic conversations. In my dream I only have to look at his eyes and I can see what he is saying to me.
I have had some wonderful sittings too, of a great spiritual connection. I have brought laughter, fond memories reminders of how life needs to be, for those who feel lost: I feel I have offered guidance.
I am so pleased that I have been able to offer as much as I have. I feel extremely honoured to share with sitters the memories brought through by spirit.
Deesinspirations © 08
