The have been some very hard emotional times recently and I have to say I thought my spiritual gift would let me down, if anything it has become stronger and more enhanced and I feel very privileged and humbled by what has been left on my page Readings and Thanks the past couple of days.

My grandson is in hospital and quite poorly and I have drawn strength from those closest but believe it or not from those in spirit too.

I did a sitting as you will know from the messages left, on Friday this was with a lovely lady from Australia; she was born in my home city of Liverpool, so I felt an affinity with her.

The past couple of days I have found it extremely hard to focus on absolutely anything there have been some huge events, which have affected me more than I thought.

The one true focus has been my connection to spirit, but also the ‘don’t give up’ encouragement of my closest Friend Win, she has done her best to get me to my usual ‘help’ by guiding me to the arch angels who give us what we need at different stages in our lives, last night was one such occasion. For those of you who know me I have a book case full of books of spiritual awareness and angelic assistance. I took down from the shelf my Harmony of Angels book, and began to read about Camhael this is a wonderful spirit angel that assists those who need protection and clearance of lower energies that are permeating the good energy that will be needed to keep those in need strong.

So I have last night took myself off to bed and lighting a trio of candles and began my meditation sending healing out to my family.

I know that today I have felt a little more uplifted and more in tune with my true spiritual self. It is going to take some time, to get off the spiral slope that keeps getting thrown under my feet.

I understand that we are all tested and tested I have been to the most and deepest core of my soul.

The next few months are only going to be a test of resilience and if I can continue after today then I know I will climb higher and higher.

 

Life is not meant to be this hard, but it’s also not meant to be a doddle, even though you could look at somebody and believe that their world seems brilliant and that they are sailing through life with out any noticeable heart aches or trauma.

This I have discovered has not always been the case. Money does not help you escape heartache or loss. I have also discovered that no matter how we change our views then and only then will we begin to pick up our inner spirit and hopefully begin to see what is really best for those who you love and they will see that they deserve to be loved and have only the very best of memories in life.

Being around energies that only want the best for your soul, that only want you to smile with your soul, and not give you pain which eats at you to the core.

Remember that we do have lessons to learn and we also have lessons to teach.

 oh just a brief note about Raphael at the top of the page in the illustration, he is the angel of healing and assists all those in the nursing profession.

This is why I have chosen him to accompany this post.

I hope you enjoy my ramblings today.

 

Love and light

Denise

xxx