There is so much that is still left undone we believe each day.

We beleive that everything we had on our mind needs to be completed and like a written list we tick things off mentally.

Has the washing been done, are the clothes hung up to dry properly, did you clean the floors before you sat down for a cup of tea?

Are you always looking to see what else needs 'doing' before you give your self the permission to just BE.

I have found lately that I am beginning to give my self the permission to sit and read for more than an hour that's if my eyes don't get sore. Aging eyes and waiting for new glasses is no fun!

I have had the opportunity last night to go to bed earlier than normal yes 8.00pm because I was taking care of my grandson for the first time in such a long time. I had sang some songs and he fell asleep tucked under my chin and nuzzled in close to my heart beat.

Once he was laid down I grabbed my new book Soul Shift and began to read chapter five, this is a book of a man who has poured out his heart about the loss of his son and how his own spiritual gift was awakened and enhanced despite the grief that came over him.

I also lost people close to me in 2004 and found the grief of loosing these people totally overwhelming.

I felt a huge relation to this man from Arizona he has so many things in common in his general life, and the love of certain things too. His denial or refusal to accept he has a trully amazing potential in this field is something I can sincerely relate to.

I feel my own self doubt stems from my lack of confidence and faith in my self.

When I have done a sitting for somebody then I feel true to myself, when I read some of the beautiful words written on my readings and Thanks pages also my leave your thoughts pages I am astounded.

So this man Marke Ireland has actually given my cause for pause! I am going to start a book and with this in mind I hope to start it in the next few months. Also a young friend keeps asking me questions and I have to search for these questions in my head as I know there is no particular book on some of the questions she has asked me.

So you see I am being given signs to get my creative grove on and get a book out there for all to see.

Even though the daily chores may be never ending, remember that your soul will be the first to cry if its in complete.

Love and light

Denise